Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, February 02, 2015

I'm back!

After almost a year of not updating, I finally decided to revive this little space of mine. I guess other than sharing some interesting events that I've been just like in the past, I'm gonna share about postal mail in Singapore as well. There are actually little fun moments but non-snailmailers won't take notice of and it's all definitely "made with love".

So, a flashback of my 2014. I know it seems pretty late for a flashback now but whatever. hahaha. Because I haven't been blogging, I've got to rely on my instagram for now.

Attended my first ever Airshow:




River Hongbao's special postmarks:
For the first time, I learnt that the yearly event, River Hongbao, has different special postmarks for all the days. It's hosted by Singpost.



Visited Singapore's first ever LINE Pop Up Store:





Started to get healthy with kimchi:
hahahaha



First full-time job:
After a long journey of job hunting, finally managed to settle down in a design agency. 2014 is also the year I officially stepped into the working society.



Went crazy with private sales:



Addicted to sealing wax:
Thanks to my penpal who gave me my first sets of sealing wax, I became addicted in using them. I find that they bring extra touch to a flat mail and visually beautiful too. Honestly, I feel like I'm living backwards after I started exploring into snail mailing.



Attended my first ever Dîner en Blanc:
It was a fun experience. Interesting part was that the location is only revealed on the day itself. We just hopped into a bus at one of the pick-up locations and "follow the flow". Last year, it was held on Tanjong Beach, Sentosa. Literally dining and partying by the beach.







And for the first time, fireworks show was super close to me. Like right in my face! Even my phone camera can't capture the whole scene. Fire crackers were like fired about 100m away from me.





Gotten a new iMac:
My Macbook Pro decided to die on me all of a sudden and it wasn't worth the price to get it repaired. Since I'm no longer a student and there's very minimal chance requiring me to carry out a labtop, I decided iMac would be a better choice. I didn't want to overcharge another labtop while using long hours at home. (Why does Apple like to lock everything up behind the casing? Apple's labtop batteries used to be removable! Tsk!)



Went Batam, Indonesia for the first time:
Batam is just an hour of ferry trip away from Singapore. No idea what takes my family so long to make a plan there. Batam is really a good place for a short getaway after a week of long hours work. All it needs is just a weekend. I totally love the fact that I can travel without taking any leave from work.




Driving into Johor Bahru with mum and relatives:
Not my first time to JB but this was my first to literally drive in from my house. At the same time, this is also my first time travelling around JB with mum, aunt, cousin and her boyfriend. Though it was just a one day trip, I enjoyed being away from Singapore for a break.



First time cycling with primary classmates after graduation:

I used to cycle to school when I was in primary school. Most of the time, my bicycle was my main transport. At times, I would also cycle with my classmates to travel around Pasir Ris, like to Loyang Point? But after graduation and me moving to the far west, meet up has only been a meetup - food and chit-chatting. So I'm glad to cycle with my primary school classmates again and also looking around at Pasir Ris seeing how much it has changed for the past 10 years.



First travelling trip with all 4 of my ladies:
Though it isn't literally like a 4d3n kind of overseas trip, it was a good start. I had a trip two years ago to Bangkok with the same group of people but missing one. With this, it became my second trip to Batam and both in the same year. What makes the trip different from the previous, other than companions, was that this time was free and easy. We had the time to ourselves to shop and even do hair treatment. Awesome! Totally love the cheap shopping in the supermarket too.



CSCC Christmas Party in a hotel:
The yearly event went atas last year. After years of celebrating in the middle of Orchard Road and later at a chalet house, we celebrated days earlier at Gallery Hotel with pot luck session for our dinner. Because there were many attendees, it didn't cost a lot per pax and it was so much comfortable compared to what we experienced in the past years.



Despite having good and positive times in the year, 2014 is still a disastrous year to the whole world. The worse anyone can ever imagine seems like had all happened within the year. Hence, in the midst of reminiscing the good times, we should not forget many are grieving over the loss of their love ones.

Friday, June 07, 2013

Officially end of school life

Time flies and today's the day. The day we demounted our stuffs for LASALLE Show 2013 and also the day we are last required to step into LASALLE campus as a student. The next time we gather as a cohort would be for our convocation. The story of my 3 years in LASALLE is now left with a final ending. (。•́︿•̀。)



p.s. I seriously can't imagine how working life would be since I haven't any experiences. It feels stressful when I imagine situations. But this is life and I believe my skills and knowledge will improve eventually during the upcoming journey. (ง •̀_•́)งfight!

Wednesday, January 02, 2013

Yoroshiku 2013 !

Happy New Year Everyone !
明けましておめてどうございます〜 ♡

May 2013 be an awesome and happy year for you. And hope all the unhappiness are left in 2012 ! It's a brand new year , so let's start a fresh !

I'm graduating this year. Life sure does have a difference for me this year . But I won't know what they are till they happen gradually or when time is nearer . I just hope everything is gonna be well and smooth . I'm also looking forward to overseas trips this year. Hopefully it's gonna be 'tripS' and not 'trip'. hehehe (*´艸`*)


♡ Incoming Mails ♡

My first mails in 2013 on the second day of 2013 ! (¬_¬) Mails are arriving slow for me since last month. I'm still expecting more mails arriving. ٩(๑˃̌ۿ˂̌๑)۶ *impatient*




⋙ Penpal letter swap from Virginia, USA. (swapbot)


⋙ 3 rolls of washi tapes that i ordered online.

When I first received this letter, I was excited about receiving mail. Then, I saw Singapore stamps. I thought a local swapper has mailed me tapes. Because I ripped open the penpal letter first, after awhile I recalled the local mail isn't from a swapper or any special gifts to me. It's actually my online earlier ! (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑) Anyway , the tapes cost me only SGD2 each ! Hohohoho ~ (o≧∀≦o)

i still wanna more washi tapes !!! it's so hard to find chio (pretty) ones in Singapore at affordable prices ! Tsk !


⋙ I don't think these are the standard stamps. Look more like printed stamps to me. But anyhow, they still look prettier than those all texts and numbers printed stamps.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Life is getting tough

Brain is filling so much worries .
School is clinching tight .
Workload is stacking to no peak .
Deadlines are screaming in silent .
Fingers are signaling busy .
Google is feeding massively .
Firefox is acting like a boss .
Labtop is growing fat .
Chair is turning one hotcake .
Fats are growing with hatreds .
Sleeping hours is getting crazy .
Bed is getting lonely .
Moonlight is peeping by the window .
Sunrise is laughing at pandas .
Eyelids are gaining weight .
Body is breaking into pieces .
Train trip is turning bedtime .
Zombie is crawling to school .
Life is cycling on a circumference .

Tuesday, August 09, 2011

You are still missed

轉眼一瞬間時間飛奔離去 已經一年了
我們從未想過的那一場惡夢
也是你來不及告別的那一天

手機不停響 消息不停傳
控制不住的眼淚不停往下滑
寧可永遠相信這是一場惡夢
也不想聽見殘酷的真相
至少醒來你還在 我們的回憶還能繼續增加
但現實不饒人 偏要我們承認 你已經早一步飛翔

因為你 我們的世界因此改變
國慶日的意義也因此轉變
面對生命也有新的觀念
但輿你的回憶永遠不會淡變


Time flies .
Been a year since the worst nightmare we had ,
the last thing that ever crossed our mind ;
it was the day you left without any goodbyes .

Messages were spread and tears were shed ,
how much we hope this isn't a fact .
But reality chose to slap us back ,
till we know we could no long feel you real again .

Because of you , our world has changed ,
and National Day is no longer the same ,
we have learned to see life in a new aspect ,
but memories of you will never fade .

ps. English and Chinese version cause i prefer to express myself in Chinese but this is an English blog .



Even though you are no longer with us ,
but believe me , you are still deeply missed
and living in our hearts like you have never leave .

Hope you are doing well in another world
& hope to visit you soon
cause i haven't done so .
π﹏π

Saturday, January 01, 2011

Reflection on 2010


REFLECTION: 2010 has been a year filled with many of my first time , be it happy or sad moments - graduation showcase , graduation ceremony , graduation trip / overseas leisure trip with friends , clubbing at overseas , don't know what to do in life after poly , lost a friend T_____T , feel lost about school system , do assessments like mad crazy without much sleep for about a week , visit the same country twice in a year , experience winter (about 10degree) , etc...

Everything seems like a 'U' shaped graph siaaa !!! Life got me the the peak of happiness and dropped me to the bottom of sorrows and pulled me up again ! But if i could relive 2010 again , i would like to be back to the first half of the year when i still had my happiest moments .

No matter what , everything is already part of memories , part of my 2010 life , nothing can be changed . Hope my 2011 will be a better and exciting one ! Same thing goes to everyone !!! ♡

HAPPY 2011 !!!

Friday, December 31, 2010

2011 , bless me with a good year !


YO PEEPEARLS ! i'm already back on this sunny island ! i'm missing winter that super cooling weather ! Honestly cold but shiok ! >Д< Love the coldness and also winter wears ! & i also think i'm cold-blooded ! Wore thinner than others yet don't feel cold at times . Hohoho 〜

Anyhow , 2011 is coming soon !!! After today !!! But honestly , i'm not at all looking forward ! Cause new school semester is around the small corner ! (T ^ T) And another thing , i'm turning 21st this year ! Ahhhhhhh 〜 Hate getting older and now is an ugly big '2' in front !!! (T Д T)

But no matter what , facts are facts ! Nothing can be changed but face it ! Humans have sad reality ! >꒢< All we can do is do wish and hope to achieve what we want/aim for !

For my 2011 ,
♡ PEACE ! NO WAR !!! & of course , not to lose any friends/people i know . it really hurts me a lot to see a friend leaving me forever (especially knowing that no longer standing on this Earth) , so be safe at all times , my friends !

♡ Strive in my designing studies and have endless amazing inspirations ! & also hope i can find a place where i can stand strong — my strengths . Gain working experience and have good time management .

♡ Things turn out good , so i need good luck ! Don't want anymore of just made it or so-so or whatever floaty results. Not only for academic results but everything i do .

♡ Travel overseas with friends and family .

Hmm , these should be the main ones i hope to strike off by end of 2011 . (^ ∀ ^)∨ and that's should be about it ? Bye 2010 , hello 2011 !!!

Thursday, August 12, 2010

You are loved

i seriously never thought any friend would leave this world so soon (i dont think anyone will actually think of this) . And , you're even younger than me . it's just so heartbreaking when i went to see you for the last time and reading newspapers has never been so depressing .


i couldn't exactly remember how i got close to you but i guess it must be your friendliness which didnt make me feel a gap between you and me . Though memories with you aren't a lot compared to others , but they are definitely worth to remember . You were always seen being a lively girl without fail . With you , the days were always filled with fun and laughters .


Till now , at times , i still cannot believe that you are already away from us . Your face , your smile , your laughters are still fresh in my mind , something i will never want to forget .


i'm glad to know you in life . You had been a great friend . it's just my loss that i couldn't know you better . My brave angel , continue to be cheerful in heaven . No worries about anything . Your dar dar will be well-taken care of by us . And , i will never forget that you were once presence in my life and gave me beautiful memories . Goodbye my dear friend , for now . ♥


Moonkian , i seriously hope that you can overcome yourself and continue life by looking on a brighter side . At the same time , i don't want you to hide all the grief and sorrow to yourself . Similarly , i don't want you to act in front of us as if you are okay . That makes us worry more . Be yourself . You don't have to hide yourself in front of us . If you need companion(s) or someone to talk to , we are more than willing to spare our time for you . Please don't ever think is a trouble to us . We are like a family , so there's nothing is a trouble to us as long as it can make you feel better . You are only 20 , there's still a long way to go . This is just a part of life , only that it came too soon . More challenges are waiting for you . Keep fighting !

Monday, August 09, 2010

You will always live in our hearts

Life is fragile and you'll never know what will happen the very next moment . This morning isn't a good morning for CSCC peeps upon receiving a news which we wish we never receive .

Awaken by Chuanjun's sms , i woke up but mind was still half asleep . Reading the sms , the names looked so familiar to me yet i couldn't figure out who till i recalled Moonkian's English name is Kelvin . i was stunned that very moment ! i even double confirmed ! i couldn't believe it's them who got into a car accident and Cindy has just left us !

EVERYTHING JUST HAPPENS SO DAMN SUDDENLY !!!

And i think i havent seen her for months ?! She was always a nice and fun girl to be with . And i guess for my batch , the best memories we shared with her is the Taipei Trip . The 6D5N trip sure bring us back a lot of wonderful memories with her , as well as everyone .

Reality is cruel . it doesn't allow us to make any changes nor choices .

Cindy , though you are now away into another world , you will still live in our hearts and forever be remembered . Rest in peace .
And Moonkian , STAY STRONG ! i know this is hard on you more than another one else but you still have to hang on no matter what . We will always be there for you if you need us . Fighting ! And get well soon !

Friday, June 25, 2010

i hate reality

it feels great to be out with friends . Staying home starts to make me stress . NO INTERVIEW ! NO JOB ! NO TASK ! NO DIRECTION ! NO STEPPING-STONE ! NOTHING !

it just feels so sucks !

& i also fear that i make the wrong step and everything goes haywire . (″◎﹏◎)

Been reading 《泡沫之夏》's novel these days .

Thursday, June 17, 2010

The strongest ship


Friendship - A ship that will never sink , always strong and firm no matter how bad the tide is .

Saturday, May 08, 2010

小時候

(Wrote this last year, and i thought it rather match my thoughts for now .)

小時候總是會用好奇的雙眼看看這世界
單純無知的覺得世界很大 還有說不完的奇妙
無憂無慮幸福的過 簡單的生活沒有界限
大家都是快樂在一塊兒

小時候的世界無比的大 自己就像螞蟻站在世上
路永遠看起來長 時間永遠看起來慢 日子永遠過不完
沒想到一年又一年 路變得如此逼近 時間也變得只有一眨眼之差

小時候總會有無限的夢想 單純的說要當歌星明星律師老師醫師
卻不懂背後的苦酸背後的努力 完全切入自己的幻想世界裏
隨著一年又一年的成長 我面對了現實

小時候的錯總會化爲無知 輕而易舉就被諒解
長輩不停給的包容和依靠也成了一種依賴
現在卻要雙腳獨立站在殘酷的世界上 沒有包容沒有依靠
只能為自己闖出一個生存之道

小時候 每個人都有的過去 有誰不會想回去
但現實就在眼前 沒有倒流的時間 不能退後 也只能前進
翻開回憶傻傻的想念 或許是該放手的時間 努力為未來打拼

小影子 創

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

i see nothing

i'm still a nobody after 3 years in Poly .
i'm still a lost sheep .
i'm still trap in a maze .
i'm still looking for the right way .

Can't i just forever be a kid ?

Saturday, May 01, 2010

The hidden truth



i've been leading meaningless days all this while . Maybe aren't really meaningless . Mind seems so free that thoughts cannot stop running inside my mind . So many things that make me start reflecting on .



What do you know about me ?

Crazy ? Full of laughters ? Noisy ? Happy-go-lucky ? Always smiling/happy ?
Maybe i'm like this , but that's physically !

Being an introvert , i never reveal myself to others , even my family . i keep all my thoughts to myself , especially sad moments . Yes , not even on my this blog ! i dont know why but i just dont like to show others my weakness since young . Hence i always seem to be lifting up to my name - "joy"celyn . Maybe 99% of the time when i was younger since there was nothing to stress about at young age ? But seriously , at times i was holding back my tears , holding back all my grudges . i hate to let others to see my tears unless i really cannot help it .

i tend to think a lot after lights off , especially when i'm feeling down . i dont know why . Maybe due to the peace of silence in the air . i also like to let go all my tears and sorrow in darkness where no one sees .

Maybe , i believe sad moments will always be away soon , so just let the matter sinks into history and forget about it forever . Therefore , i choose to be happy like what everyone sees in me even if it is just an act . i can even laugh through my sadness .

Not that i'm always feeling down , but being with my friends , it seriously makes my day better . it also helps me to forget all the downs in life , even for just a moment . ^___^

Friends who knows me must be freaking shock now upon reading this post . Well , i also dont know what makes me type all these out . Maybe i'm starting to get sick and tired wearing that "happy mask" and learn face the DAMN reality . Or maybe i'm just out of my mind already since i'm totally school-less and jobless . *Hahaha* But for whatever the reason may be , i dont care much just as long as i'm happy being myself .

But i think i'm seriously getting weaker than before , mentally and physically. i live so much like a man in the past , but now i seem to be more like girl . is this a good thing or a bad thing ? 囧

Monday, November 16, 2009

Happy Nineteenth ?





i think i have a pathetic 19th birthday ! i would rather to have no celebration than to be sick - upset tummy ! i have to visit a doctor and take medicine instead of having a big feast with my friends . What a nice day !

Belated soon i guess ? But then tummy still feels weird . i dont think i can eat much though i miss eating food badly ! (T_T) FYI , i ate nothing yesterday (tried eating abit but end up puking all out) then today just 2 slice of bread , one bowl of soup , 1 har-gao and 1 siew-mai !

And doctor said i may have eaten wrong food , but then on Saturday i only have home-cooked macaroni , carrot cake , biscuits and packet milo . Most of the time was spend sleeping ! @.@

Thursday, July 30, 2009

i miss those 'fighting' day

CONGRATS & GOOD JOB ,
CSCC RUNNERS ! :D


Yesterday last minute decision to help out with Poly50 ! And that was only my first and last time helping out . Quite slack , and i managed to watch about half the race ? Ohmygod , i got sooooo tempted to run ! And i seriously miss the days with my 4e2 team ! The days where we fought hard like the runners . To me , the medals we had won mark down our hardwork and also reflect the wonderful memories we shared in 4e2 . But if ask me to sprint like before , i think cant ! i havent felt the wind from running for very long ... Stamina has been slacking since netball training ended ? And that's in the year 2006 ! After FYP , i'm going to train hard for NAPFA ! Train stamina and lose weight , HA !


The only photo taken during Poly50 ! With Edwin , Hua and Rachel .
OHYA ! i also saw quite a number of ex-YuanChing schoolmates running ! (:

The remaining two weeks plus gonna sucks like hell . Other than FYP submission , i still have Motion-tracking submission , Demoreel (Portfolio) submission , GEMs submission ! All within the days ! This is mad crazy !!!!!!! Especially FYP is such an important assignment ! Just pray hard everything goes on smoothly .

BOTY Asia Final this Saturday and hopefully Dragon's hand has recovered . He's arriving Singapore TODAY with his team , Formosa ! Chunk's coming too ! :D Gonna cheer for them this Saturday ! Hope they win the Asia Championship ! Y(^_^)Y

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Fashion is expensive but who cares

Fashion is evil , never ending temptations . i'm just simply craving for more and more even when my mum nags and closet getting packed . How i wish i got billions to spend . And i know everyone wishes too . Dont tell me you never come across that you want to get and could not get it due to the price/availability .

Singapore is just a boring town (probably surprises do happen at times) . Not many choices of designs to choose from . i'm just envy many other countries have gorgeous varieties . Simply can wear like a rockstar . That's why i prefer shopping overseas . But that's where money becomes a BIG HUGE PROBLEM ! ):

This is where online shopping enters the picture . But still must have the money ! Boos ~








Studdies are REAL COOL ! They are REAL MAN . Hahaha . But seriously , studded items are all cool and glamorous like R-O-C-K , not girly or princessy (both arent really my type XD) . Since studs have started to fall on trend , more and more gorgeous designs to choose from . But i often seen on blogshop rather than in shops lei . @.@


Zippers are on trend now too . Pretty Cool but i still prefer STUDS !
I WANT MORE STUDDY ITEMS ! :D Give me , give me !






Ah , i love MARYJANE HEELS too ! Prettay ~



Actually my mum asked me once saying something like that i love dressing up but then my future career doesnt need me too (too long ago for me to remember what she exactly asked) . TOTALLY SIAN-NESS LO ! Cause business isn't my type , if not i would have already gone for it . ): Maybe i shall go on screen and make everyone vomits blood . Hahahahah ~

Nevermind , invite me to dinners and parties (not clubbing) ! :D

On a random note , if i werent born and live in Singapore , probably in Japan , i guess i would dress like this :



Yea , cool outfit ! Actually this top looks cute ! Fuffly sleeves . (:
(Eh , actually the top-with-tie wear it with a denim shorts look casual and cute . Awww ~)



i like this too ! With the dress only actually can have a casual former look . But if only i dare to wear in Singapore . ):
* i want the white boots ! XD


Awww ~ i think i'm really craving for more pretty and cool outfits . Currently i need a heels , slippers and a backpack . And want new dresses ! But hard to find what i want in Singapore . I DONT WANT TYPICAL ONES ! XD

i think Singapore fashion sucks big time , agree ? Look at Bugis , every shop sells almost the same thing ! And when one thing hits the crowd , it become Singapore's new trend ! Everyone dresses ALMOST the same ! Tshirt , short/jeans and slippers ? No originality ! Example skinny jeans . My mum commented skinny jeans is ugly (LOL) . Singaporeans , stand on your fit ! Set your own trend , not be a follower ! However , there's still small portion who still goes trendy and unique . (:

Fashion designers , bring in more designs to Singapore please ! Save Singapore's fashion sense !

Monday, February 02, 2009

How i wish we can be the mastermind of our own lives

Life is never what we expected ,

Always full of never ending "surprises" .

Be it Good or Bad , Heaven or Hell , Fear or Excited , Happy or Sad .

We can't decide or be the mastermind .

But Fate can !


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