i hate reality

it feels great to be out with friends . Staying home starts to make me stress . NO INTERVIEW ! NO JOB ! NO TASK ! NO DIRECTION ! NO STEPPING-STONE ! NOTHING !

it just feels so sucks !

& i also fear that i make the wrong step and everything goes haywire . (″◎﹏◎)

Been reading 《泡沫之夏》's novel these days .